July 8

Why am I blogging? I’m not 100% sure why, but I feel like I need to. I need to get a better handle on what and why I’m thinking the way I do.

I’m so anxious about the future.

I’ve been heading for medical school for so long that I don’t know if that’s what I really want to do. I don’t really know anymore. I feel like that’s the only real goal I have any more, and everything else is just arbitrary.

All I really want is my family and farm. And my animals. 6734_114405081429_516426429_2743966_7527108_n.jpg

It’s like a piece of me’s been cut off since I started college and they’ve been so far away. I want that piece back.

And I want to figure out how to get it back.


About Cj

College student on the east coast looking for adventure in everyday life.
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